something strange has come over me...got me goin' out of my mind
11:13 pm - August 10, 2003

"I Think I'm In Love", Jessica Simpson

I didn't call him.

I was at the house of the kids I was babysitting for, ready to pick up the phone and call his cell phone with plenty of privacy...no parents lurking, no distractions. And then the parents came home. And now I'm home and I feel like I can't do it. Like my dad will overhear me talking, like it won't be the same.

He's invited me to his soccer games, I think I'm going to go one of these weeks.

I'm loving this feeling of giddiness I get when I talk to him, whether it's about his day or his family or anything in the world. Everything is wonderful.