i can't keep going under
7:19 pm - June 20, 2003

Feeling annoyed and left out. My friends seem to be doing a lot without me and while they certainly have the right to, it's not exactly fun to have them tell me that they invited people over that they were talking to on AIM at 12:30 when they were talking to me only a little earlier. Sorry I'm not in your Dragonboat clique.

I don't understand these little bouts of depression I'm having sporadically. I understood them when I was on my period, but I feel sad and somewhat unwanted/loved right now, and I'm not having my period. I thought I had conquered my sad feelings. Usually I can get past my insecurities and be happy, but I'm finding that harder lately and I don't know why...